Being~

I have met many in my life who would rather hide themselves away then be known to the public.

They have gone out of their way to avoid being captured in photo's, or video..

Back then I understood and I empathized. (I did it too!)


But looking back~ it makes you feel like a ghost.


Events you know you were at~ No trace of your existence remains...


and now I look at this in a very sad way.


The memory of who we use to be can be so easily carried and remembered in these times, but for most of us we are too afraid to even be.

Life is too short to be invisible and for the sake of the happiness of others, I no longer wish to hide away.

Its time to have a presence and finally be.


I hope others will join me in feeling free being yourself.

Learning and avoiding copyright

Been dreaming of setting up stuff right~ This man has inspired me : steve pavlina


I unfortunately have to begin by affiliate marketing my blog, and networking with some friends.


So say goodbye copyright miiverse drawings..(the lines are so thin) I'll make another blog dedicated to it being free.


Hoping I can find some one to make a nice layout.


I hope this works over time, and I hope to pay the message of self employed hope forward.


In a sense we are creating our own futures by providing what is needed....

So I've been  having lots of fun setting up the Cosmic Soup and Cosmic Shop!~

So far~ My friend Meg has accepted to possibly be my secretary/manager.
(she is amazing helping me focus on the tasks that need completion.)

Logged into my Gaia online account after many years of inactivity.
Apparently... my items are worth more then I could possibly have ever imagined now..


So I'm hoping to do some form of give away contest to help promote the Cosmic soup project.

As advised by my other wonderful friend Charlie ~ We've taken up using Tumblr-
Updates can be found Here.


and Our Indiegogo croud funding can be found here

Don't forget to join us on Facebook!!




Our goal is to create, share and pay it forward.

We are so happy to have you along for the journey!~

Reality and emotions

So as mentioned in a previous post~ about all these things that have been in the works....

I today find the need to vent my frustration facing how much negativity I receive from those around me.


Instead of saying anything positive or supportive...

I am told the reasons I will fail, I am told the reasons why its not worth my time, I am told that my life could be at risk...


Facing my own doubts.. I guess is the game at hand.

I pray for nothing but the best, but it always depends on others around me and how they choose to respond.


I've always been one of those people who had lots to say, but was always too afraid to do anything.

Its time to actually live by what I say... and stop expecting other people to do it for me.


So family, friends, say what you will..

I hope with all my heart that everything works out.

But life is more then just NOW. Now is the time we are supposed to be enjoying..


but for example : if the only thing people want to talk about at gatherings is how the world may potentially end due to the greed of a few.. I'm sorry but I have better things to do with my mind then think about that.

Especially if the game that's being played is so obvious.. but people keep falling for the distraction.


Why not spend my time thinking of solutions?

Or writing this blog and communicating my thoughts with more then just one person?
At least it'll be recorded and if need be able to be shared with others.


Its not the way things have to be. Its the way we have been told things have to be.

I am here with all those who feel the same way~ and say "Let's do this together and make all of our dreams come true."


Much love to all~ thank you for reading.

And to those of you who have inspired me with your love~ I am so grateful. ^__^ Thank you!